Tears in My Oatmeal

Eyes opened. Snug under covers. Slowly becoming aware of morning light.
Thoughts immediately arrive. Recognition of what day it is emerges.
Negativity of past pains swoom in, replaying over and over. Spinning me down. Anger.
Tried to clear head. Live in the present is thought. No prevail.
Read devotion squinting through pounding sinus headache.
Stress and fear sank to pit of stomach.
Got up.
Made coffee.
Put oatmeal in microwave. Hit button. Broke down.
Tears of frustration.
Tired. Relentless work.  So hard. No results.
Giving too much. Why? Tired. Not happy. Stressed. Burdened.
Breakdown. Comforted. Not long enough. Defensive walls go up in a flash.
Argument prevails.
Nevermind! Leave! Just leave!
I can handle it.  Always do!  Came into this world alone. Will leave it alone.
Apologies. Hugs.
Alone again.
Sit down. 
Eat oatmeal. Silence. Tears flow, dropping into oatmeal.
Conversations aloud with God, Higher Source, Angels, Spirit Guides
Anyone listening!
Just me. My oatmeal. Tears dry.
Get ready for work.
Out the door. In the car. On the road.

Tears in my oatmeal.

To your soulistic adventure,







Linda Parker
Creator & Founder
Soulistic Adventures, LLC
www.SoulisticAdventures.com
Linda@SoulisticAdventures.com





You're allowed to feel what you feel. Life is not always easy and you can't always hold up and keep the stiff upper lip.  Letting it go is necessary. It helps to move through the reality of your feelings.  It actually helps you NOT to get stuck. So, let the tears flow when you need too. It's okay. You'll feel better and realize you are not alone, the feelings will pass, and you will get back up on your feet. ?  For pathways to move, explore and discover YOU, visit my website at www.SoulisticAdventures.com or join my mailing list below or Facebook link above to stay connected!! 

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